Secret Smile

did YOU see the moon? i did. it was, on a scale of 1 - awesome, it was swesome.

i was out walking Layla as it was rising. it was all huge and orange. so beautiful. anyone know why its so big and orange when its rising? hm??

anyways.... so i got a letter from AAU today. was hoping deep down it was some sort of grant acception notice.... thing. it wasnt. it was just an invoice essentially, of what i owe the school. yup. 6,850 dollars. wheee!!!!!!! shoot me.

so i took a bit of a road trip today. bruna mentioned going to the beach a few days ago and i havent been able to shake the idea, so i got on bodega avenue and drove west. basicall i kept driving till i saw water. i ended up at the bay, which was less than what i expected. its basically a big circular bay that is essentially a huge fishing pond. the coastline is littered with marinas and mobile parks. kinda got that hopelessly dreary fishing town look about it. kind of cozy.... but kinda depressing. i dunno.

anyways, i decided to keep driving after parking at some mobile park. best decision of the day. cuz down the road, was a windy little road that led up to a beachhead which over looks the ocean. then... i saw a beach down below, and people traversing some steps to get to it, so i followed them. it was nice. very secluded. and only about a dozen people were down there. it was silent, save for the wooshing and roaring of the tide. it was nice to get away from the house, where nothing was happening. cleared my mind and stuff. but it was kinda lonely. pics can be found in the moblog.

and if you're wondering about the title. its a recomendation. nothing to do with the post. unless.... i guess i could relate to that little tiny beach i found. i guess.

what else?

oh yea! i ran nathan's offer of a $500 room in his house for the fall by my dad (thanks again btw, i really appreciate it) .... and he essentially offered my aunt's house (the couch when he is home, his bed when hes out of town) to me for free... so, i might be able to do that. we'll see.

that is all.