Moon Song

so I spent the day mostly siting/lying around. pondering. I've been trying to occupy myself with WoW lately but I've been trading off days with my siblings. today was Chris' turn. this morning the realms were down so my brother broke out the playstation and started playing Ratchet and Clank 3 which he borrowed from a friend a while back. once the realms came up Emily started playing. I watched. she then left to go swimming with some friends, so I started to play. pretty fun game. veryactually.

anyways, my life continues to suck. I decided to do something productive. these cabinet doors have been lying around.... doors that my mom decided to buy I might add.... they've been stained and clearcoated and needed to be steel wooled so smooth em out. just before I started I noticed my back hurt. w/e. I was about halfway through when my mom called. I told her what I was doing, and all she said was "is that all you've done?" like I've got nothing better to do then house work. likeI've got nothing on my mind other than housework.

apparently she came and went while I was still outside, having not even looked at my progress. leaving me and chris to fend for ourselves.thanks mom.

and now she's home. I just got yelled at for not feeding my sisters dog by both my mom and sister..... as my mom knocks overe my play station cuz she decided to slide it across the carpet with her foot......... I'mgonna go for a walk.

oh look I overdrew my checking again. yay!

and we're walking. there's a half moon. no ones saying much on AIM as 3 people sign off. one having ignored a message a sent them, the other 2 without warning. thanks guys, nice talking to you. its a little cold out. maybe I should have put on more than a tshirt and shorts. the moons so bright despiter its only half.... it would be nice to lose some of these city lights.... my back still hurts. I drank coke with "dinner" but I'm tired nonetheless. I think I'm gonna go to bed when I go home. so that when I wake up at 8 in the morning, I'll have had a descent night sleep before entering that place between awake and asleep I find myself in every morning at about that time. no matter how late I go to bed. like this morning. when I went to bed at 4, yet still woke at 8 andjust lay there for a few more hours half asleep, half awake.

I really wish Layla would come back. its really cold and I can't see her anymore. maybe I should have gone to the airport... so I could keep her on her leash, or at least near me....

you know.... I used to have a leash. when I was a kid. my parents had me tethered to them on a coiled leash. yup. todays random fact about me. stay tuned next time when we discuss other obscurities about mychildhood.

as I see a glipse of her in moonlight. its about time. cuz I wanna go home. and get in bed where its warm. and go to sleep where its safe. and dream about things actually working out how i wish they would.unfortunately, only in my dreams.....