Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Semester's just about over. 2 more finals tonight, and then im done. just like last semester, when it ended, i was kinda sad. then it was because i was gonna miss the classes i had. i didnt yet know how boring and lonely it would become during the summer. now i know, and im not really looking forward too the break for that reason. im glad homework is over, but i am gonna miss having something to do in the mornings, and evenings for that matter. this semester i didnt get quite so attached to my classes, as there was very little contact lwith any fellow students. with the exception being my biology lab. but thats already over. final was monday morning. i have art history tomorow morning and soc tomorow evening. have yet to study.

in other news, i put up christmas lights at work. all that fricken work.... now i really dont wanna put up decorations here at home. im too damn lazy. and my leg hurts. im so tired right now, and sore. im glad im gonna get some time off work... even if its only a couple days. i really shouldnt complain, since the only people i really have to deal with are our employees (real estate agents and their assistants), bank employees (who, themseles, have to deal with "people") and the occasionaly trip to the grocery store, hardware store, or starbucks. so... it could be worse.... i could haave tjeir jobs, and have to deal with strange people ALL THE TIME. from what ive heard, thats not fun. although i will rant about one particular agent who will remain nameless... cuz i already mentioned her name when i took a picture of her messy desk.... anyways...

its my job to do the bitch work around the office, in case you havent noticed, which includes cleaning things, hanging christmas lights, etc. after i was done with the lights i went inside to wash my hands before going to the hardware store, they were pretty dirty from the lights, and the gutter thing and the latter and all the other crap i was touching. but on of our agents was in the kitchen area doing something, so i waited for her to finish and did something else.. i forget what. upon returning i saw that she was gone. so i went over to wash my hands. while i was washing she returned.... i saw her out of the corner of my eye stop at the doorway, then continue towards the sink, where she proceeded to squeeze next to me and pour herself some water from the drinking faucet (we have two faucets at the sink, one for washing, one for drinking..... the drinking one has filtered water and instant hot water) she was gettign hot water. the sink we have is TINY not much larger than a laptop. so.... not big enought for say.... one person to wash their hands and another to serve themselves hot water. what bugs me is that she said nothing, she just kind of reached for the lever and poured herself a cup. i backed away from washing as i didnt want to get soap in her cup... or scaldingly hot water on my hand (its like SUPER hot instantly) but wait, theres more.... she then proceeds to reach COMPLETELY across me to get to the paper towells which are, needless to ay, on the opposite side ofthe sink as the drinking faucet. she didnt say a thing to me.... until she asked if i was ready for the holidays. all i could manage was a lackluster "yup." what a bitch. shes actually nice to me alot of the time.... but she can be so rude.

man that songs been stuck in my head for days. "i walk alone, i walk alone..."