you ever feel like yer sick of doing nothing.. but really wanna do something???

that was my evening. my family was all at my sister's school performance since before i got home from work. from then until about a 1/2 hour ago they were gone. i have just been sitting here doing nothing for like 5 hours. i finally fgot so fed up that i just took a drive. that cleared my mind for a while.. but it just gave me more time to ponder my bored loneliness. i feel like crap.

i really wanna talk to someone.. but i dunno what to talk about. here we go again.....