what an interesting week. on monday, my dad was in burlingame for w/e reason. i guess he was having dinner with friends. aperently he didnt call and ttell anyone. my mom wasnt too happy and i guess locked him out. my mom didnt know, but i was aware of what was going on when my dad got home and unsuccessfully tried to get in. all i know is he called the house from his car and then later drove off noticeably unhappy. needless to say i am disturbed by this. he hasn't been home since. my mom, today, has informed me that she doesnt know where he is or when he is coming back. well that sounds promising. aperently hes been seeing a councelor for w/e reason. yet my mom has not. this seems to me like this is not just his problem. but w/e. in the meantime, i have school and work to deal with. i have seen my friends when they go through tough times and how it affects their attitude in school and stuff. i never understood it til now.naturally tomorow is my busiest day school wise. i can only imagine how often i will be distracted by my own inner voice. so, now i am the ranking male around this here house, so i guess i am, for the moment, responsible for a little bit more. wich really complicates thigs, since i have alot going on at work and even mopre at school. i didnt find a suitable "ear" on aim, so i figured i'd just leave it up for you guys to find on your own. judging by the flood of previous responses... i'd say that its pretty safe here. sorry guys on aim, but i just wasnt feeling like talking to you about it.

in other news i have a speech tomorow. wish me luck, im gonna need it. ttyl.