OMG!!!! thats it... i cant take this anymore. i dont give a shit about the goddamn sandwich. i just dont understand how they could, first of all allow him to do that, and second.. try and justify his actions when i question it, and third tell me to let it go after all that. i really didnt need that

so now, im hungry, pissed, lonely, pissed, and confused... did i mention i was pissed... cuz i am. i need to go break something.

ok.. i just got back from class and i am eternally pissed. first off i had to leave quikly and was only able to scarf down a quik burrito thing before i tok off for class. for some reason my mom was just standing there in front of the stove and didnt bother to tell me any food was ready till i came and investigated. i also made myself a sandwich that i could take to go, knowing that i would not be able to fully nourish myself with a burito alone. turns out, i i left in such a paniced rush of trying to remember all that i had to take with me.. that i forgot the sandwich.

i called during my break to find out if i indeed left it or it was just lost in the pile of school junk in the passenger seat. i had forgotten it, i spoke with my sister, she confirmed the missing sandwich. she told my mom while i was on the phone with her.. my mom scoffed and said, and i quote "tell him to get his butt over here" hello!!!! im at school!!!!ant just leave and go get a sandwich!!!! she then took the phone and asked "where are you" "im at school damnit" i replied sounding as serious as possible, she must have thought i was joking .... i wasnt. i forget exactly what she said after that, but i do know that it led me to hang up the phone.

upon ariving i was greeted with the usual uninspiring welcome. i proceded to my room to find the computer surprisingly off and my brother no where in site. "wheres my sandwich" i asked the house. my mo replied that my brother left me half. WTF!?!?!? what do you mean half?!?! who the hell said he could have helf my sandwich?!!?!? she then tried to calm me down by explaining that there was plenty of eggsalad to make another.... "then why," i ask, "did he not make himself one?!?!?!" i storm out of the room, turned on my computer and decided i had to blog this because its chewing me up.

oh, and on a side note, i was IMing firefly from my phone from the school parking lot, she said she'd stay on and talk to me when i get home. as i pull up to my street, my phone buzzes... she says "bye". WTF!?!??! i call her a liar, she wonders why. i explain becasue she said she would talk to me when i get home. she doesnt respond. when i got home.. she wasnt online. as if my past 20 minutes werent going bad enough. luckily gnome was online for me to vent to.

today was an interesting one. my grandma has been staying up here with us for the past few days now. she was set to be taken home today, but after some discussion it was decided that my aunt would come up and spend the day up here doing random crap, and then take her down later on. anyways, she also came uo for some info on computers, shes in the market for a laptop. so i did some research and found some prospective laptops for ther to look over and discussed with her the various options and capabilities that she may want.
afetr that debacle, we decided to take a nice trip up to sonoma and walk around the square. that was interesting, checked out some nice little shops and whatnot. we decided to drive back to town for some grub and decided on the mexican place by my house. as we get out of the van, a silver carrola S with tinted windows drives by... my first thought is that its my friend, great. for some weird reason my family starts actin weird around my friend. i would much rather they either act themselves (specificly my mom and her side) or act normal (my dad and his side) but they dont seem to. assuming that whoever that was just drove through i proceeded with the task at hand: getting a table for 7. to my great dismay, the silver carolla had mad e U-turn and was headed back.. great. turns out, it was my friend, and she said hi.. just as i reached the dorr to the restaurant, i turned and said hi back, as i herded my family through the door. i was suposed to get a table, but the greeting held me up.. i wasnt sure if i should srick around and chat or go and get a table. i chose the latter, but by the time i had made up my mind, my dad was a couple steps ahead of me and he put our name down and stuff. hoping to be able to turn around and maybe take anotherswing at a proper greeting, i was then directed to my table. not wanting to make a scene i did as i was told.

in retro spect.. i am such an ass. here my friend is driving around and she sees me and says hi. there i am at the door of a restaurant and i say hi and turn around and walk in never to be seen again. truth is, even after the inocent "hi" my family was just full of questions about the mystery voice from the silver car. GIVE IT A REST. are they that fascinated by the fact that another human being in this flourishing metropolis actually knows my name!?!?!?!? i guess despite popular belief, i DO have friends.. i half expected them to exchange money after that revelation, since im sure there was a running bet.

HAPPY B DAY PYRO!!!!
was in the city for V Day, it happens to be my aunts Birthday, as well as the aforementioned Pyro's, and so we went to a movie and out to dinner at some mexican place in DC. it was nice to just relax and talk to relatives. ususaly when we're down in the city, its jut my imediate family, my aunt from the area and my grandma and granpa. but since it was my aunts B Day, my uncle (and cousins) from up here where i live and my other aunt from SoCal were all in town. it was fun.

today, despite the holiday, i had to work. my family was all off of both school and work but i still had to work. that kinda sucked. so i'm here, by muself, home from work. they all went up to the mall (which i was suposed to do for HW...) o well. sucks for me.

todays quote:

"do me a favor, put an extra roll of paper towells under the sink.. but keep it away from that thing starts fires"
- My Boss

i was wondering what that thing was for..... seems like an odd place for a really huge awkward looking lighter... im going to investigate!

now its february.. officially my most un-favorite trime of year... if you don't know why.. there is good reason for that.
don't expect me to tell you :-)

be back laterz

school started... speech, art, sociology and humanities (american cultures) so far so good.