my grandma and aunt are leaving for hawaii tomorow.... so my mom and sister and i went into the city to visit and basicly send them off... sorta. we decided to do something... fun and so we decided to head into, of all places, Pacifica. more specificly:the fog fest. apropriately it was somewhat foggy.. though ironicly it burned off and actually turned out rather nice.

so anyway, here we are walking around (my 2 aunts, my grandpa, grandma, mom, sis and i) "downtown" (i guess) pacifica and i have an interesting experience. have you ever been dreaming and (don't worry i am not quoting the matrix) started to wake up and become coherent enough to realize that you are dreaming and then proceed to control the dreamworld that you find your self in? (for example: lets say i'm dreaming that i'm at school. then as i stat to stir i realize that i am dreaming.. but since i am enjoying myself i decide to have... i dunno... george lucas walk through the door and take over my photo shop class.) anyways... here i am walking through the streets of pacifica home to my former high school and i think to myslef: "i wonder if i'll recognize andyone from good ol' oceana..." not 2 minutes after the thought crossed my mind a blonde girl in a black hooded sweatshirt with her sleeve pulled over her left hand wich is covering her mouth walks by... her eyes gazing at me. i have no choice but to look back and stair into her eyes. though her face was mostly covered i am almost positive that girl was jessica "blondie." once that thought crossed over me i slowly looked away as i got this really WEIRD feeling in my stomach and in the back of my head (kinda like that bead of sweat that apears on the back of a character's head in an anime... thats the best i can describe it.)

now.. looking back on that experience i, for some reason, don't believe myself. almost like it was a vision or halucination. very weird indeed. i havent seen blondie in almost 3 years.. then after about five 10 minute conversations with her online.... i we walk right past eachother on a sunday in september. i am still not sure if that was her.. but it would be nice if it was... even if i only saw her eyes....

greetings readers... all 2 of you. i am coming to you live.. wait lemme rephrase that... i am WRITING to you live from my new..uhhh....studio? no... location i guess. anyways. needless to say i finally finished my room.. it looks good, that green opal pearl translucsent transparent coat layer thing looks kinda... unique.. in a good way. i also shipped out my old desk which was more of a closet (it had doors!!) and have moved acxross the room to a brand spankin new corner desk with all inds of space and stuff. it is now....1:13AM and i am not tired... i'm watching some obscure crime drama movie thing and i am not tired. i guess that enormous theater Dr. Pepper is in full effect.

i went to the movies earlier with my cousin. he wanted to see underworld... but i dont thnk my 10 yr. old sister would have bveen up to that.. so we saw the rundown. it was good. definately plenty of action, the fight scenes were very good and the plot was reasonably... reasonable. i dunno. the rock is pretty liht on his feet.... or at least they sure made it look that way. sean william scott was pretty funny too. though not in the stiffler sort of way. which is a good thing. though stiffler is great... he needs to move onto other characters. also.... it didnt hurt that the lovely rosario dawson was in the movie... shes not to bad looking ;-) ANYWHO.

so.. yeah.. thats my life and i'm sticking to it.

geez.. almost half a month. sorry for the lack of updates.. its that time of year.. you know school and all. but also i am re...uhhh...doing my room. i just bought a new desk (finally no more closet like confining POS desk) but when i started to put it together i realized some pieces were damaged. so.. i ordered the replacements. i then took the oportunity of some of my furniture being out of my room and decided to re paint the room itself. so i basicly boxed up all the loose crap (models, legos (yeah legos... got a problem? to bad!) and stuff like that) and took out all the furniture but my bed and nightstand (file cabinet). that was fun. all my stuff is now scattered about the dining room area of my house... including my computer which was out of order for a while (since there is no desk for it to be on) it is currently by the windoew in my dining room on a table. behind me is my dresser and across the table from me is a book shelf. some of my clothes are "hanging" over some of the dinign room chairs. needless to say.. my house is a mess. at least my rom looks better. i painted the walls this blueish teal color and the ceiling a lighter sky like blue. the walls will be finished with a transparent iridesent opal coat that will give it a cool effect...in theory. i just wanna get this crap over with. so is my life.