time for school. mondays suck. im really bored. i should probably get a job.. but what? any ideas???? no? ok.

i am pissed.. not only do i STILL not have a lisence, but my mom, who said she would give me a ride to school everyday until i do get my lisence has just decided that she doesnt want to anymore.and has also decided that i am to take my bike from now on... i am pissed! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAG< NAG! NAG! NAG! well screw that... if she wont take me, then hell, im gonna have alot of free time and math assignments missed/late. god i gotta drive!

the teacher has just now released us on break... so ya

help... im in class again and its boring as hell!!!!!!!!! the teacher has been lecturing for over an hour now and i have been lost after he said "ok, lets get started" i have no idea what the hell to do and im am trying to stay awake. i fifgured it was a perfest time to blog. i had a descent wekend, we went to Santa Rosa to look at bathroom stuff cuz were gonna re model ours. my mom wanted flowery tiles in mine... i wasnt feelin that so we decided on this sorta rocky lookin stuff... i hope it looks nice. we will finally have 2 showers... one of my own. FINALLY a break... im gonna get some water, i think a desert dwelling animal has made shelter in my mouth.

well, here i am in class... 3DS max class, its kinda boring, but today we got to design a playground. i got the may-go-round, i did a pretty good job, i guess. i got some free time right now because i now have to wait about 13 min. for the video to render. so...ya

sorry, i been busy lately... ya right... well, actually i have. a damn essay for english and the constant flow of math, plus my first midterm in math.o joy. well, i got a B in it so i guess the studying payed off. for once. so anyway, skool sux... sorta. 3DS max is an incredibly boring program. o well. and now, (refer to title)

well... its here... the day... + a year that is. id be lying if i said it is like any other day... everywhere i look, there are reminders. i go to ESPN to catch up on sports stuff... and they have a special thing, i flip through the channels and realize that alot of channels have things... including MTV who had an interesting story about a palestinian american comedian who was scheduled for a comedy routine Sept. 12. i for one have mostly gotten over it. mostly because i was not at all involved in the event. however... i couldnt help getting that sick feeling in my stomache that i first felt a year ago when i watched as the 1st tower sunck into its own smoke and collapsed. it was kinda weird to think that where they were once called "twin towers" they would now not... because there was only 1. then i realized it was only a matter of time until the other went down... unfortunately i was right. it was really weird that day, at school, it was hard to learn (and teach) and it was weird to day also. my math teacher decided not to have a normal class given all the stuff that was hppening on campus. and becaus of this, only about 8 people showed up to class... o well. anyways.. i was watching ESPN later on, and learned something very interesting and .....umm.... well interesting. it turns out that the soccer stadium in kahbul in afghanistan that was used before the taliban took over was used as just that... a soccer field, but the taliban, instead, used it as a public venue for public executions. either by hanging or by AK-47. they would actually hang people from the goal posts. since then alot has changed. under the new leadership it has been turned back ino a soccer stadium. and in February, the first game was played in quite a few years. it was a game between several players from nearby towns vs. players from the peace corps and stuff. only one goal was made.. by the Afghans... it was kicked into the very same goal that many were hanged from less than a year before. there were over 30,000 spectators at the game... 20,000 were turned away. some came from 100s of miles away.... many of them walked. and when that goal was scored, about 30,000 Afghans stood up and cheered... something they could not do before... it was illegal.

monday... i hate monday. it wasn't all that bad, i really didn't wanna go to school. math was nuthin new. altho the day was hot so the ride home was a bit unpleasant. got home sat on my ass for a while til my bro got home. (normally this would tell me to go pick up my sister) my bro wanted to get online and play D2. i told him only for a short while, and thus waited and fascilitated his actions. he played for a while and friends came and left and i was trying to set up a transfer oppportunity for him and myself. tats when i realize its quite in my house... SHT!!!! forgot to pick up my sister. so i leave and walk down the street and she is about a block away walking toward me... i feel terrible, i forgot about my own sister. o well, she got over it and so did i. hours later my mom gets home, dinner is had and its time for another round of learning. i get to drive all the way the hell up to Santa Rosa to take my damn 3dSmax class..joy. program is cool, not as easy or intuative as adobe stuff but i could get used to it. but until then, its boring as hell, and the teacher... shall we say... lacks in the entertainment department. 2 1/2 hrs. later i get to drive home where i come upon the last 30 min of a movie my dad is watching (the 6th day... ok flick) 15 min. after that, i get online to check on things and update this thing.... and i'm spent.

well, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. his sons (19, 16, 7) obviosely spoke predominantly spanish, but they live here and i found that they knew alot more english than i first thought. it all started well enough... watched the giants game while they all sat outside talkin. felt sorta alienated cuz they spoke almost all spanish, i understood most of it, but was not comfortable enough to join the conversation. thankfully my uncle and my cuz ChrisE decided to stop by to... look for his 49ers cap... i dunno.... so with ChrisE there i had someone new to talk to (my bro is incrisingly boring) but they didn't stay long. after they left it was time to continue the stuffing of the faces. dinner was casual, just grab a plate and eat wherever. after that my sis introduced our young guests to my room. finally i could have a conversation with them without my mom there to somehow turn the focus and subject to me. they were playing MGS2...good game, way to short. as they did so, my bro flossed our game collection and they showed interest for a few titles and, rather than let them borrow it so they can burn it, i burnt them 3 cds in a few minutes. and that is the high nopte on which our evening ended. after that i took the K9 for a stroll and watched some TV. and that leaves me here.now. at which point i have nothing else to say. except maybe: (refer to title)

we're having company later. you know what that means??? alot of damn cleaning to do ... it sucks. so yeah, my dad is having one of his friends over and his family. met his friend, not his family. we'll see how it goes. i dunno what to do when they are here, we'll probably just stuff our faces the whole time... but to be honest i wanna do sumthin other than eat. damn, now i gotta get offline "in case" they have to call cuz they're lost. Damn dial-up... GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!

gnome, interesting poem... i liked it, a lil unconventional... but most are (that doesnt make any sense) anyway.. u almost got me in the mood to write a similar piece....almost :-)

dear gnome... shut up, ill blog when i wanna. Jimbo is bing an ass cuz he's not helping me install Star Trek Armada 2 (its pirated... gimme a break) anyway... took the dog for a walk this morning and she damn near went after a jackrabbit, deer and several squirels (i wish she got the squirels... noisy bastards) so ya, this wasn't exactly a walk around the block... (petaluma isn't THAT rural) since then i've eaten breakfast, gona back to sleep and sat on my ass wathcing the giants game... woohoo another productive saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another day another interesting story to tell.... well, another day anyway. No school today, thats always good, but it didn't feel that way as i spent a good part of my time doing homework... go figure. I was hoping that with my mom coming home something interesting would happen... i was wrong. She wanted to go to the movies for some reason... i dunno. we just ended up going to San Rafael and i saw XXX with my bro and sis. my mom instead waited for my dad and did... sumthin in the meantime. XXX was surprisingly a descent flick. especially if you're like me and like fast cars and shit exploding. that GTO in the movie was almost as badass as the Charger in Fast and the Furious (packed more Whoopass, but it was way slower). And now, i have returned and look to my most loyal companion other than my dog for entertainment... my computer of course.... and no, gnome, i have not yet named it... (i don't think i will yet anyway..).(refer to title)

another bite! now..ummmm...Jimbo knows of my wonderful blog... and im going to anounce it.... just to piss hm off, i dont have to comform to his standards.. im a romantic er sumthin!!!!! ya!!!! so he could kiss my ass. 3, there are 3 confirmed readers of my blog!!!! woooohoooo!!!!!!

lets hope this new design doest SUCK as much as the last.. we shall see

well, now at least 2 people should know of and have read my blog by now (that didnt sound right) so... gnome and ne`... word is spreading...
its getting late.. but who cares

well, i just told the first person about my blog.... which means i have had at LEAST one reader, if i could just find out how to put it into Tril i'd be able to tell others about it... but i can't. that person who will remain nameless, GNOME!!!!!!!!, has decided to refer to me as TP in his blog.... lucky me. i am refered to by the common abbreviation for toilet paper. On top of that, my mom turned off the damn TV with 1.5 min. left in the Niners vs (NY)Giants football game!!!!! Then the (SF)Giants just gave up 4 damn runs to the D'backs... AHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I think i'm gonna have a good cry.

well, i just got my blog... yeah... (refer to title).... ill get back to you with something remotely interesting